I know I'm not a good boy, I also know that I'm not particularly clever, learn bad, mom and often quarrel, bad-tempered. But today, I became so, you also have the responsibility is not? You always make me a person at home, I study hard to say, but when you two talk at whatever I have. Have a lot of a lot of, can also don't want to say. I just want to ask if I was a fool, so my fate, I live, should not, isn't it? If I was a fool, now I think I would not here, I was in the orphanage or other places. You said height is short, too long blain blain maimed said I ugly, occasionally response is slow, I would say, how stupid I was born complained that a fool, sometimes with you, he said "no ambition, if you are ambitious, and no, and love". ... Man is not self-esteem dignity? Do you know these things hurt? If it is more than others, I don't care, but you are my... If I was a fool, you still want me? Or abandon me? I know people are false but, if can have been false to the old. I hope... We can all... People say, parents is the greatest, but that was just individual, but some story makes us feel they're great, like the teachers are very good, it is often appear in the story of the role, reality and counting finger out? People always is arbitrary, has always been something blind, or heart. Ears, but seeing is believing, but sometimes eyes see also false, ask, what is true? Really? What meaning? See also hear is empty, empty, heart sounds. Is it true? Who is not certain. ?